Sometimes I wish I could go back to the day when you first went behind my back to see her. I want to go back to that day to pause time and slap you in the face and give you a wake up call. Because little did you know she was going to become a major road block in our relationship. She was the reason I first lost trust for you. She was behind the first time of you making me cry. She was the reason for our first fight. Little did you know that old friend was going to make your relationship more challenging than ever. I wish I could go back to the day when she first texted you telling you she missed you. I wish I could tell you not to answer her. Little did you know that one text was going to change our whole relationship forever. I wish you listened to me when I told you who the real her was. I wish I was there the very last time you went behind my back to talk to her. I wish i was there to talk you out of it. Little did you know that one text, was going to turn into 22 days of going behind my back. I wish I could tell you about the real monster she was so me and you could work things out. I wish I could trust you. Little did you know that one text that came in a year ago would make your relationship so hard deal with. Little did you know your best friend could turn into the biggest bitch you know. I’m glad you learned your lesson, but I wish I could go back to the day where this all this started so we would have never had to encounter her. It just makes me wonder how different our relationship wouldve came to be if i was there to stop you. Im just glad to say shes gone, and hopefully never coming back
That’s how I’m going to feel eventually. Alone.