I really should’ve listened to everyone when they told me to quit cutting and go back to smoking weed. It honestly helped so much. But now, I’m having cravings for it. Like I barley had any, and thats all I really want. Like it made me completley forget my problems, and i was happyy for the first time, in a really long time. But now that I don’t have any, all I want to do is either cut, or sleep and never wake up. Like i’m back to being unhappy, and I just, I dont know.